You have that awful day where your car had a flat tire, you’ve missed a deadline at work, and your kid is sick and just got sent home. You lose it when your kid starts whining in the backseat about leaving his stuffed animal at school. It happens to all of us.
But for some folks, it’s not that rare perfect storm but a larger pattern that has been going on for years. Periodically, they blow up, out of the blue over something seemingly small, shell-shocking the people around them. They are deeply sorry, apologize, but then do it again. Here are the four most common causes of periodic but regular blowups:
Avoiding conflicts. Jake seems like an easygoing guy, never complains, but recently was almost fired from his job because he got into a physical altercation with a coworker. Six months earlier, he went ballistic about the kids leaving toys in the living room. What’s going on? Jake avoids conflicts; if something bothers him, he lets it go. But problems aren’t getting solved, and eventually, it catches up with him; off he goes, feels terrible, sweeps the problem under the rug, and starts the process all over again.
Being a martyr. Cindy is the first to volunteer for anything—committees at work, projects for her church. She’s always doing the heavy lifting, but periodically blows up—at her husband, her kids, at church. It’s built up resentment about doing it all, and resentment that she isn’t getting the appreciation she feels she deserves.
Trouble with transitions. James knows on Monday what he’s planning on doing on Saturday, but God forbid his wife suggests on Friday that her mother come over for dinner on Saturday. He blows up and rails about her mother always coming over. While it seems like James is a control freak, the real problem is that he can’t handle sudden changes. He’s a planner, and he gets anxious and rattled when his plans go off course. The only reason he doesn’t blow up at this wife more often is that she’s learned to walk on eggshells almost all the time.
Unresolved grief. Sharon’s father died suddenly four months ago. Her mother fell apart; as the only child Sharon had to step up and plan the funeral, handle the estate. Never taking time to grieve. Now it backed up on her: She had an episode of road rage that almost caused her to be arrested.
What these folks have in common is that they are internalizing—holding onto emotions and problems that build up pressure until they explode. If you struggle with any of these issues, here’s what you need to do:
Say how you feel. If you avoid conflict, then you likely learned early on that conflict and strong emotions in others can be scary. So rather than speaking up, you don’t. Time to do now what you couldn’t do when you were a kid and learn to tolerate strong emotions. Here you can take baby steps: Even if it takes you a few days to get up the nerve to say something to your coworker, partner, or kids about something they are doing that is bothering you, that’s fine. Or if saying it is difficult, write it down. Let others know how you feel. You
Stop being over-responsible. Stop raising your hand and being over-responsible. It's time to sort out “shoulds” from what you “want.” Take the some baby steps—even if it takes three days to figure out that you don’t have time for that church project or don’t want to do it—speak up. You’re going to feel guilty, but that’s okay. You’re rewiring your brain, learning to live your life, not the one you think others want.
Share your plans. If you have trouble with transitions, what you clearly want to do is let others know what you’re thinking and planning when you think and plan it. By giving them a heads up, they can give you a heads up. You need to experiment with being less rigid by following your wants and emotions rather than your needs and finding ways of lowering your overall anxiety.
Seek closure. If you have unresolved grief, it's time to grieve and get closure. Have some type of closure ceremony, or simply talk to others about how the loss has affected you. Actively try to find your own way to say goodbye.
Periodic blow-ups are not a problem but the result of a problem or a combination of problems. Like so many places we can struggle. the underlying problem is that how we learned to run our lives made sense at the time but no longer work—it's time for an upgrade into the adult world. The way out is being aware and then taking those baby steps to do it differently.
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